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Thursday, February 22, 2007
today was a really fun day! haha.. stressing.. but fun!

chemistry a while ago was quite okay, honestly.. i understoo the lesson (at last!), english was fun; the sir padilla and jen tandem.. haha.. lavit!! haha.. oh yeah, theo was also fun.. at first our group was 'bad trip' because our video presentation is all crap.. it won't 'run' in the projector.. but in the end we were able to make it work.. our presentation was haha.. okay! haha... we got a very high grade! yipee! we also ENJOYED the presentations of the other groups.. everyone's plays were comedy when the topic was suppose to be quite serious.. it was about christian persecution.. but our class did otherwise.. hahaha.. very funny.. the presentations, that is! again.. lavit!!

Sunday, February 18, 2007
it was really unusual for me what happened last valentines ay.. there were flowers everywhere! guys carrying flowers and you can really see in their faces that they're happy, excited, nervous, etc.. hahaha.. really amusing to look at.. haha.. i think it's a co-ed thing.. ;p

the boys from our class had this program where they gave out roses to all the girls in our class.. mind you, i was from an all girl school so it was new to me.. haha..

but the best part and my favorite part of the whole thing was that there was this one guy that really liked this girl (haha.. my classmates!).. with the help of the other guys they set up a serenade thing for the girl.. kilig!! the girl just sat there while the guy serenaded her with a song i don't even know.. haha.. the whole class was just there watching the whole thing.. hahaha.. really.. it was deym kilig!!

it's a valentines day not to forget!! <3 BSN I-3

i woke up at around 6:30am and as usual, the first thing i saw was the computer turned on. this computer thing has been a big BIG problem in our family. the 2 problem-in-the-ass monkeys play on-line shit games 24hours, 12hours minimum, a day! i would go to bed while they're playing; i'll wake up in the midle of the night ith my no good older brother playing. he plays up to 3 or 4am!! deym!

anyway, i think i was meant to wake up early and be annoyed early in the morning because when i went down, i found that my dad's gifts arrived last night!! yey!!! he sent me 3 pairs of flip flops, a lot of shades, CyberShot camera (!) and money for my 18th birthday.. he sent me money instead because i didn't want any grand debut or anything of the sort ;p.. he sent me the camera because he said he wanted me to take pictures during my birthday.. hehe.. i'm really really grateful for him.. he is greatly missed..

i still have tons of homework.. things to read.. things to do.. ..

bring out your lucky charms and all things that you think will bring you luck; year of the fire pig; it's chinese new year today! Kung Hei Fat Choi to all!

Sunday, February 11, 2007
yesterday, out of no where, my mom said that i'm already turning 18 this april. she asked me what i'll be doing for my 18th birthday.. i didn't say anything.. my younger brother said, "debut!".. and i said, "no." i'm not into the whole debut thing. as much as i enjoyed going to the debuts of my friends, getting all glammed up for that one big night, i don't see myself doing any of that. i don't see any point for me to be doing all the hassle. i'm actually more interested in going out of town. my birthday is on april, summer.. so it's a perfect, perfect time to go out of town.. but then again, i don't like to.. haha.. there's a lot of things i'd like to do.. haha.. i'm being selfish.. harhar.. i'd like to celebrate my birthday with my barkada.. with my ust friends.. with family.. but i don't see my birthday with all of them together.. i'm not much of a "balance-r".. haha.. i mean, i can't balance my time spent with all of them at the same time.. if i spend time with one group, i'm afraid that i might neglect the others and that they'd feel bad.. oh mehn..
anyway, i've maid up my mind that i won't do the whole debut thing.. uhmm.. because.. it's not my thing!! hahahaha... ;p

Saturday, February 10, 2007
we're done with our prelims and all along, i thought that our subject requirements are due a later time.. i was all so laid back but then again.. All requirements are due on tuesday!! this tuesday!! as in feb. 13!! gulp! groupmates?!

Monday, February 05, 2007


I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
.
http://www.loglar.com/song.php?id=15496

Sunday, February 04, 2007
i spent the whole day reviewing fo our prelims.

i took a little break at around.. uhmm.. i dunno.. around 6:00pm maybe!.. i passed by the huge mirror beside my mom's office table. as i passed it, i happen to squint my eyes a little.. and, oh my god! are those.. are those eye bags?!! i cant believe that i have eye bags..! i used to "pride" myself with not having eye bags because i sleep early AND, i complete the 8-hour sleep requirement.. all that for.. eye bags?!! T_T oh no!! i really need to do something with these puffy eyes..

i think all that studying (as if! haha) and early wake up routines are starting to have a toll on me.. :( eye cream anyone?

Saturday, February 03, 2007
deym! prelims are next week and i'm being such a sloth. i'm a bit lazy right now to study but i've already opened up my chem notes. i've already started, mind you, but laziness and the call of bed rest won over me. now, i'm in front of the computer typing and admitingly, wasting my time that should be spent studying.

anyway..

i will study.. later.. as soon as the student in me (haha..) is ready.

right now, i'm just doing what i do best.. bumming.. haha.. o.0

Friday, February 02, 2007
btw.. before this day ends.. i almost forgot to say that the chem quiz awhile ago went, i think, quite well.. i was confident with my answers for the first time in my entire life!! thank god!! i hope i get a passing and very safe score.. ;p

anyway..

gtg.. i need to play driver to my mom.. we need to pick up someone somewhere.. night ya'll..

i just found out from a friend that codename: L--Y used to bad mouth me. bummer. it isn't my fucking fault that you happen to be so fucking ugly and i'm being a friend to someone. at least i try to be friends with people. YOU just happen to be born with such an evil attitude. you must be so damn bitter that that someone didn't even knew that you fuckin' existed before you damn flirted your way into existence. i pity you. shit! you don't fuckin' deserve a single ounce of pity fom me or anyone else you've backstabbed. mind you, i do not wash my hands clean but come'on bitch.. can't you be just a normal person just like everybody else?! can't you say something good about people or are you just so0o in love with your ugly face? or maybe it pains you to do/ say good things to others..? i haven't done anything to you and you bad mouth me?! fuck! believe me, i wouldn't even DARE touch a single strand of your improperly high lighted hair. get that fixed first before you go on talking bad about people. shit.. i mean, go get yourself fixed.. seriouslyy!! do that and probably people MIGHT consider your damn existence. no wonder a lot people hate you..

anyway, that's all i'm gonna say. you should be thankful that i even spent a fraction of my time tackling this issue of yours because if you weren't just so evil, i wouldn't waste my precious time with you. really.. be damn thankful..

before anything else, to my classmates (or to any class of this 'particular' prof, you know who i'm talking about).. DON'T print or send to other sections.. atin-atin lang 'to.. this was something i did when i got bored in theo.. alam naman natin na it's boring.. this is something that gives (a little) humor to it!! haha.. ENJOY!

1. freethom - freedom
2. thrut - truth
3. jarn - genre
4. furfle line - purple line
5. obethyens - obedience
6. enger - anger
7. careebyan - Caribbean
8. aids of empire - age of empire
9. instowl - install
10. jographic - geographic
11. banding - bonding
12. fourtheen yr. old - fourteen yr. old
13. Da Binchi Code - Da Vinci Code
14. panthered - pondered
15. porget - forget (a classic)
16. mach - much
17. deleever - deliver
18. thrinity - trinity
19. sism - schism

as of February 1, 2007:
1. Father Clark - 5-5-5-5-5-2 = 22
2. "pasaway"/ matigas ang ulo ko/ sakit ng ulo - 5-5-1 = 11

actually, today's quite a fun day for me.. today's my PE day; 7-9am.. it was fun.. we had another game.. last week we did, too and on both games.. we lost.. but not miserably.. it was quite a close game.. haha.. i enjoyed it, mind you.. oh yeah, i forgot to mention that i attended PE with my peach sweater.. at first it was cold.. really cold.. but it was soon hot.. mind you, i was playing when i started feeling hot in the sweater.. i couldn't take it off because it would be damn weird if i take it off during the game.. hahaha..

anyway..

the 2 subjects that i had to go to was canceled because we were already finished with all the lessons.. so, basically, there's no point in attending it.. instead our chem prof got our 11am-12nn period for a.. QUIZ! yea, a quiz.. people went to school just for that quiz.. only to find out before the quiz that the quiz was good for 25mins.!! hahaha.. mehn.. we love you ma'am peňa!! hahaha...

anyway (again)..

yey! school's out for the next 4 days.. at least for me and people in my course! next week will be our prelims! the dreaded prelims, if you may ask. anyway.. its going to be a long weekend.. YEESSS!!! oh, happy days! hahaha... you see, the profs are going on a retreat. it's going to be friday (today) until monday! oh joy! they're going to Baguio.. haha.. goodluck! its damn cold up there! and tuesday is our 'integration day'. it sounds a bit fomal but really, it's just another free day for us. it's a study day for us.. haha.. prelims na!!